Lazyy`s pink bubble

This road trip got me thinking

cuz I couldn’t just ignore this feeling, that the worst of all is being forgotten by someone you cannot forget.

my first post in months. and I am sorry if I come back with such enthusiasm *roll eyes*, and I know, you’ll never be reading this. Feelings that you’ll never know, pain that I’ll never show. And the most ridiculous of all is how I just cannot stop, at any time, wherever I go. 3 days ago I was standing on the edge of a gigantic rock, literally, on the end of this continent, then I felt your presence catching up on me, even there.

I’m not gonna start ranting about how we ended, but the b*tch before me must not know that her actions has caused pain that has been passed down from one to another,you first, then me-the bandage that soothed your scar…and whoever is the next one…I’ll make sure not to hurt him the way you have damaged me.

I do not hate you, nor do I despise you. Now that I found myself in the same position as you were back to a couple of months ago, I understand that you are just emotionally wounded, as vulnerable as you can be, you haven’t had enough courage to face your own fears and losses. Instead you jumped right in the wrong path, where I stood naively, too naive to see that your poison was soaking in.